It's difficult ... to forgive.
Much .... too difficult.
I ... personally ... try it.
But ... the truth is that i simple can't do it.
I analyse myself a lot.
I analyse ... and define all the micro details of my life.
Unfortunately .... I can't redefine myself.
I just can't practice the forgiveness.
I mean ... that type of forgiveness ... in its absolute form.
But ... to be honest with you ... with all those people really important for myself ... I've understood that the only trick i could do to stop that inner useless battle from inside of me is to ... unlove them.
And ... it really works.
No more frustrations.
No ... more anger.
No ... more fears of seeing again the same ugly episodes ... repeated to myself ... on and on and on.
So ... i just force myself to .... unlove them.
Then ... disconnection appears.
All becomes calm again.
Yes ... i feel ... that calmness which i really needed.
Maybe is a stupid trick.
But ... i just can't forgive.
It's much, much easier for me to ... unlove.
And ... all finishes ... nicely.
You might say .... I am an idiot.
Yes ... i am ...
But ... i simple try to survive ... into an unfair world ...
Nothing more ....
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